Ello

For the boy I love the most, thank you for coming into my life and making me feel alive. Thank you for becoming my muse. Finally, after all this time, I found my muse again.

This is my first writing after a while. Back then i had feeling the difficulty of carving every hope into strings of words and for the first time I came back to write words for a beautiful boy I adore. I never imagined that there would be a day when I could feel loved and be loved again. I also never thought that it could be this happy. He is lovely and her behavior is adorable. I want to love him with all my breath. I want to give the world to her if I can. I want to love her, embrace her body when tired of whacking, to say a thousand compliments to her. He is gorgeous and his beauty can't be described in words. The beauty feels like it can make me stunned.

He looks pretty, beautiful in demeanor and speech. I never planned to fall under his charms, not at all. I also never planned to like him. Even the thought of loving him back never crossed my mind. I thought that I wouldn't be able to return his affection and love. However, now I'm standing in front of his house, knocking on his door and bringing his favorite cakes. I am still here waiting for him. Hoping he will open it with a smile on his pretty face. A stunning smile that I usually see. The dazzling smile that is as beautiful as the morning sun and the sunset that I always see every evening.

His laugh always makes me feel more alive. I hope this feeling lasts as long as I can. I wish I could be with him, love and take care of him, and watch him grow into a wonderful girl. I am hoping that one day our hearts will be anchored. I want to take care of him and heal every wound. This taste is very foreign, but I like it. I hope he likes me as much as I like him. I hope this feeling lasts forever, at least for a long time.

You are my muse to return to strings of each line of words to form one sentence full of happiness. I feel grateful to know you. Thank you for being born and let me spend my time with you. I adore you more than you ever imagined.